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It's christmas!! it's not as cold anymore, and i woke up with a neck and shoulder ache!! Merry Christmas!!!

i bought this really cute book!!! for 40 baht at a second hand book stall outside pantip!!! one of the carols: The first meow, The angels did say, Was to certain white Persians On rugs where they lay, On rugs where they Lay trying to sleep, Having dreams about cat life That were so deep. Meow, meow, meow, meow. They'll get to do what they want, somehow. Meow, meow, meow, meow. They'll get to do what they want, somehow. (The first Noel)

the holidays have commenced!!! what did i do on thursday, the very first day of the holidays, i went to bangkok with vivian, julie, lorena and PAPS!!! and i spent a fortune there, i'm so money-tight now that i don't think i would want to buy anything until school opens again on friday, i had muscle sores and aches all over my body because we went to three malls the previous day, carrying my stupid heavy laptop, still i love it....ehheheheheheheh saturday, i attempted the organ, made a few slips....and spent the afternoon watchin Stealth, and half of Team America....sungguh stups this movie and today, i think i'm gonna try out the new books i just purchased and do some work tonight with the help of my friedns... and please do check out my flickr, i think i'm uploading pictures.... ehheheheheheheh

i still have two more exams i thought the exam this morning was gonna be hard, and i was pouring blood and sweat to study for the class, it's english literature to 1800. well now that it's done and over, i'm happy and looking forward to my next exam this afternoon, creative writing, hopefully my creative juice is still stored some where up there well, it's the SECOND TIME it happened, it's like an insatiable hunger that comes periodically, like PMS. wish it would stop!!!!

gellow world not that the world reads my blog but anyway i would send my thanksgiving to the Lord cause my very good friend, VIVIan got baptized this morning... it was a nice touching ceremony... will write more later!!! more exams to come, a wedding to tackle and a holiday to enjoy!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The girls!!! looks so enchanting and enchanted one Lemuel and I Hayson and I This person just walked up to me and asked for a picture... HAHAHAHAHAHA, joking joking... Vivian and I Madonna a.k.a Rochael and I a.k.a hottie * * * Man, I had the greatest sleep last night, until the alarm went off at 6 am. my constant worries and sleepless nights... I think I deserved to worry about last night's concert. I got sick last saturday night and I was singing a solo right in the beginning of the concert. Everything went well though, even though I knew I could've done better if I were well, I think I gave my best. (Still, I would like to "do justice" as my boss puts it, to that wonderful piece of music). This morning, I'll be going down to Bangkok, my mom warned me against it, but I promised myself that I'll take really good care of myself, drinking lots of water and making sure that I would not get sick again. Why do I want to go if I'm not feeling that well!!!...

hello everyone Those two pictures on the above are my most recent activities, first, i had the very first recital for this new school year, i sang!! YES I SANG... an italian song, the song was good i guess, but i should've practised more with my accompanist because she took it twice the speed...ahhahahahaha... okay i sang an italian song entitle "danza, danza fanciulla" by durante and i played on the piano chopin's etude #10 opus #4...i think ahhahahaha, i think i'm gonna do it again, a better version of it... not that i played terribly during the recital, but i was nervous, and probably a fresh new attempt would justify the amount of time i spent practising.... okay the next picture is my very great friends and I at the english trip, which was a blast and not a blast at the same time... we spent about a day, all in all, on the journey both going and coming back, lemuel got sick, and in the end, lem, pappu (he wasn't at the trip) and I ended up in the hospital...

i spent three nights in the hospital!! and came back to school, feeling like i didn't actually miss any classes. well, wait till all the homework piles up and then i can say how i feel! ahhahahahahaha okay my mom's online and she needs my fullest attention..... will update later

hello there i'm back, i'm tired, i'm gonna have hot poop tomorrow.... just got back from the church practising, and ended up giggling in one of my recordings for aims...AIMS the recording is done already, so now your lou kong can practice nyanyi hari hari.... I have so much to do, everyone seems to be busy with one thing or another..... anyway i'm surviving, i will survive this week, next, and the weeks more to come... I just had a hot dish of kai tot fried with chilli sauce, yum yum...buy you know how it goes with Thai food, especially those that are spicy, kau punya berak pun pedas...sorry for the crude language, but sometimes we have to be honest with what we are bound to experience... i'm supposed to write two poems, about death and love, respectively, hmmm i don't really feel in love right now, need some 'love making,' don't get me wrong people!! i'm over with my penjual business... i've recently raised my standards...ahhahaha, and in r...

oh my gOooOonesssss, my report for critical reading class is not done yet!!! wish me luck

from bottom to top: seconds before the hurricane, felly, ivonne, tina, aaron, lem, julie, daron, and pappu!!!; white christmas in dreamworld...with lem and aaron giving frosty the snowman a lick of his life!!! ahhahahahahah; kanak-kanak riang: lem, aaron, and I!! yeah i've been dreaming right after coming back from school it was a long day indeed and i slept till worship, and woke up with a banging head, wanting more sleep of course.... well i still have a 17 page story to read... and for the first time practise the scarlet cape with julie!! yays!!! gonna play for the music rendezvous!!!

hmmmpphhmmmm so much for saying that i'm actually happy that the break is over, well thinking about it, i am happy that the break is over.... i have to rewrite a report, but never mind.... not such a big deal.. first day of school is fun!!! u get to meet people in uniform... and i luv people in uniform muahahahahahahahahahahahaahaha, okay okay.... here is a scandalous picture... (note: i was just being 'breathless')

okay that was like one of the props u would see upon entering dreamworld!! ahhahaha, propernya inggeris, anyways, this was in front of the restrooms and tina and i just couldn't resist!!!!!! oh my goodness, i think i said that like a thousand times yesterday!!! it was great, it was SOOOO great, i thought i wouldn't be scared of the rides, but my insides were screaming on almost all the rides!!!! crazy crazy crazy..so now i'm gonna present a summary of the escapade we had yesterday first we went to the haunted "mantion" ahhahaha, dunnow why they spell wrong, it was so dark, and i purposely didn't bring my spectacles, worried that i might get blown off if i took the roller coaster, there were 'ghosts' everywhere i guess, i couldn't see much, only could see the glow of my white shoes... well i did have fun screaming for nothing... i guess the viking : oh my gosh, this is one of the scariest, i sat on the second last row, the first few swings were fin...

yes miss riani, and look at my nose!! ahhahahaha, kita sudah lama menjual bersama sama, usahlah bersedih karna teda pelanggan lagi yah!!!!! ahhahahahahahahahahah iyah, dgn riani lagi, kamu ini suka mengacau orang bergambar lah!!! ahhahahahahahahahahahahahaha..... indons rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (me, riani, and sonya - for those who don't know who these great people are) :D

Toshi Wakui, hmmmhhmm, this japenese dude didn't know my name for quite some time, and he admitted to me one glorious morning!!! so he's been calling me 'oi' for quite some times!!! Herkede!!!! I did this ninja stint for him for cultural night, it was interesting, i got hit in the mouth, and some big hongkongese (oliver) was sprawled over me and they were beating him up...still had fun!!! Okay now it's vuja's turn, she's in cambodia now, i miss the late night calls, where we would just beat around the bush and the receiver going no where, hoping that everything will blow over cuz like people are different okay!!!! i'm missing you already!!! one thing i can say is she's a GREAT POINTER!!! i bet she's pointing all over cambodia now!!!! Donuts...haven't had them for ages, and i only had money to buy 2 pieces, how depressing!!! but still, i hung on to it from lotus to my room, just to take a picture of it before i digested it!! yum yum!!!! *had a...

midterm break, it's the midterm break, and i just bought amy tan's joy luck club..... a few things that happened between wednesday to thursday rochael, claire and i were walking back from the minibus, and we saw from afar two ladies walking towards us, so we buat macam besa lah because we don't know who they are! as they approached us, one of the ladies hid behind another one, so we thought they were just fooling with each other lah, suddenly the one who was hiding behind jumped out and gave a big 'booh!' scaring us konon, but rochael, claire and i didn't know who this lady was....and it was such an awkward moment... and talking about awkward moments, on thursday i was working over time in the office then i had to rush for class meeting at the IT building, so i went to the meeting only at 10.30 not knowing that the meeting was already over, i saw only 5 people in the room, and i thought that those were the only 5 who showed up...so i barged in and everybody look...

In literary terms, a conceit [1] is an extended metaphor with a complex logic that governs an entire poem or poetic passage. By juxtaposing images and ideas in surprising ways, a conceit invites the reader into a more sophisticated understanding of an object of comparison. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conceit How savoury it could be, this chocolate bar of yours, It gives you an inner glow Which radiates warmth to those around you Craving after the chocolate Consume the carbs and the calories Forget about the nutrition facts... if any So buy chocolate, quickly act!!!

drain me, drench me...suck the life out of me HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA dunno what to write about, i'm gonna sing tonight for my performance class, not sure whether i'm ready or not!! :D

yeah!! i did my last song service this morning, and i just woke up from a satisfying siesta!! ahhahahaha, can't believe it's already over... i don't feel like going up anytime soon, i need a break and the audience need it too. So, i'm gonna vow to myself, to say 'no' to anyone who asks me to play or sing, and i'll do this for at least a week! :D. and i'll make sure it happens. aku rindu rumahlah...

I'm so happy that the week is almost to its end, that means to going up to the stage to sing or to dance or to do anything, bang the piano as well...ehehhehehehehehehehehehe :D midterm is coming and i haven't practised a single bit for my piano 'exam' life is JOYFULL!!!

this week sungguh musical getting the leaders ready for Festival of Faith is sort of like a love hate relationship, i don't like the practise schedules but i enjoy listening to them sing/croak/stammer out the songs!!! it's so alive!! :D i'm gonna have my piano lesson in about an hour, and i haven't practised much this week. sometimes though, when u haven't touched the piano for a while, u actually will get better at it... i'm hoping for that to happen! it's wednesday! :D i'm glad the week is almost over!!

some time ago i met a friend, and my friend told me that i sound so gloomy on my blog. Well, it's about time i changed that! Thanks to my friend!! :D Tonight, during the FOF meeting, i was sitting next to the sweetest girl you could ever imagine, the speaker was going on and on about how he loved his wife, and i was thinking to myself, all the FOF speakers that came to the campus talk about their wives. hmmm, it's getting a little too draggy, and this gurl sitting next to me was thinking about the same thing, minus the 'draggy' part, and she said: these pastors are so sweet, talking about how beautiful their wives are!" i've been always a pessimist.. that's the dark side of me i'm happy i realized that!! :D

i'm back with a new color, the previous template was SOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN LAST SEMESTER!!!! AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH pappu says: "BODO!" daron says: "I love you too!" julie says: "I know, it's like a rags to riches story!" fiona says: "I know, I know, it's so quaint and provincial!"

ehhehehe hello!! kim's comment woke me up!! recap of what happened to me in september... i had a huge wart which is now reduced to a little black scar on my nose.... there is an ongoing peaceful coup here in thailand... nothing else is new here, i'm still going crazy!!!! that's old news oh yeah, haven't heard from my brother......WHERE ARE U!!!!

wake me up when september ends....

hello u guys i had an accident today, i'm okay!! :D fell off a bike after piano lesson!!! :D had ice cream to make up for the trauma.......

ahhahahahaha, it's saturday morning....and i nothing to do...my english sucks and i have many pimples....!!!!! hasil nukilan free writing semasa class creative writing: "Air" in malay means water, but of course it's pronounced differently. Water. I need water right now. i have an almost empty bottle of water. but i won't drink from it till i'm done writing for 20 minutes. so my almost emptied bottle of water would be a sort of bribe fore me to complete this write up. i haven't written much in the last five weeks. only did minor writings like fillin up legal documents and jotting down friends' numbers. my head is pounding. pressure is rising. water, when pressurized would becom a lethal weapon. it could blow a plastic bottle to pieces. i saw this on mythbusters. the weight of water would relase pressure on solid matter thrown into the abyss of mystery...ahhahaha, the sea lah!!! :D i feel like i'm constantly swimming in this never ending waterin hold...

YEAH I'M BACKKK AHHAHAHA, U GUYS KNOWLAH IF HOW PERASAN STUENT BARU BALIK...EHEHEHEHEHEHEH

reality check!!!! i'm flying back on the 29th of august... arrghhhhh.... part of me wants to go back, but another part of me wants to stay back, and there is another part of me that wants to just go somewhere else...probably an exotic place...ahhahahahahahahaha don't know what i'm doing right now, i'm in my mom's office again, using the internet connection.... life is boring, and when we think that getting connected would help, many times, results would be the opposite... okay don't know what i'm crapping about right now... i'm vamoosing...thanks to those who thought about dropping by to know what i'm drooling and brooding about right now...well right now i'm drooling over my bed....ahhahahahahahahahahaha and brooding about my body weight

see beyond the limits... 

always look outside your window 

unusual stuff happen sometimes, like this bike in my room 

Tiada insan yang Kan ubah takdirnya Tiada yang kan mengembalikan Teman yang ku semat mekar di jiwaku Tiada kuasa yang Kan ubah hasratNya memisahkan Tiada upaya dari ku hidupkan Manis senyuman taman mesra, ku rindu Kan ku kenangimu Doaku kan setia denganmu Abadi nan terindah Oh teman Kan ku takhtakan mu Di mahligai taman hatiku Kan ku takhtakan mu Julangan permata Yang terang...sinarnya Kini kau tiada Hilang, Pulang ke pangkuanNya Ku redah pasrah dengan takdirNya Teman hayatku yang hanya seketika Takkan ku lupakan janjiku Untukmu kuatkan azamku Keikhlasan buat kau tersayang oh Walau dikau telah tiada Kau hidup hangat di jiwa Selamanya selalu bersamaku *Favorite song this week...

ahhahaha.. had about 20+ great people over at my place.. it's nice to have friends nearby when something important is happening.. THANKS TO ALL U GUYS!!! LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH!!! i'm older... realization sinks in as we get older, well some ppl take ages to realize some things...well now is the stage where i should take full control of my life's direction... more decisions to be made... more shitty situations... yeah and all that jazz... living life...

yays...went shopping today with chervie and fiona.... NICOLE had this awesome sale!!!!! and i bought Maharani by Nikki...just love it!!! yeah...have to sleep a lot because tomorrow so much to do for my birthday dinner... don't really like the word party because it sounds so kiddish...ehehhehehehehehe HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF I'M FREAKIN 20 drooling over how much money i 'spent' today brooding over my younger years

just like Samantha James' "oh-this-is-gonna-be-a-great-song" song... Gaya Street people, they come and go Small people they just don't know... This morning my mom and i went to this coffee shop which we have been frequenting for the past 10 years, and yes i still order the same thing... cuz it's so freakin sedap... and guess what... UNTIL NOW, I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT THE NAME OF THE RESTAURANT IZZ...... drooling over the food i just ate... brooding over GRAMMAR!!!! it makes us all look stupid....

how much time has gone by... i was in my room, okay i've been in my room from the very beginning of my so called holiday!!! minus today because i finally went out cycling...which made me soooo much breathless.....and still with all this vigorous exercise that's going on...i'm still breast-less!!! ahhahahhahahahaha well, i was going through my old stuff, actually i haven't even unpacked some of the stuff i moved from my old house...anyways, i found some picts of me and my friends back from highschool...it was so nice to see all of us together...i miss those days when we would go out and be all raunchy (minus the sexual denotation) and make noise around the school!! tsk tsk tsk...sob sob..sob.... sometimes being grown up..oh yeah i'm gonna be twenty this wednesday!!! i don't know what to do...i'm throwing a party though...still have yet to figure out my guest list... drooling over normality, my high school friends and they still ARE MY FRIENDS!!! brooding over...

"DRAMA" by Ning Baizura, feat Nikki & Yanie HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT love Ning's husky voice...and Nikki's whistles!! simply amazing.... drooling over it right now...

a very unflattering picture of my behind... my dear cousin and I

hmmmmpphmmmm....another uneventful saturday... met my cousin!! yeah, we were supposed to go out and have dinner, but he didn't call and plan tak jadi...sungguh tidak syok, anyways.... a recap of what i did, spent my whole afternoon on my beloved bed... and spent a few hours with friends just now... gonna miss them when i get back to MC... drooling over a really HOT person right now... brooding over 'why' i'm drooling over that HOT person... :P

I want to thank you Lord for all you done I want to Thank you Lord for the times of trouble Thank you Lord for protecting me Thank you Jesus for what you done for me

what lahhhhhh.......why so hard to find the right size for me!!!!!!!!! so shitty lah!!!!!!!! !@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$#

yeah, august is here...drawing me near to turning 20!!!!!! ahhahahahaha... well, i did manage to keep up to some great shows... both LOST and ALIAS came to a spectacular end!!!! and i can't wait for the next seasons to start!!!! had great trips so far, went to the beach, went and watch pirates of the carribean 2!!!!! it was GREAT!!!!... and i went shopping and still am going tomorrow!!!!! ahhahahahahahaha, met some really great people!!! oh yeah, Farhan did really good on Spain last night!!! well this week, what am i gonna do.....am going shopping, (again and again) and i'm gonna go do some visitation to the tailor... gonna get ready for my BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!! YAYS!!! okay yesterday, julie and i joined the witnesses, singing the majesty and glory of your name...and i played for divine which was kinda last minute (requested only on friday night) and the whole last minute playing thing was interesting....so the chorister went up to announce the first song, which is found in LPMI ...

it was hot today...and it is still hot... with soaring temparature, it causes molecules to vibrate, and there would be kinetic movement which will cause the molecules to finally break away from its covalent bonds... i had a long moment of thought today... :) thinking that at some point, we have to let go (anything), i guess being in the right time and the right place and being sane!!! we finally come to realize that some things in life are just worthless...i am letting go a portion of me right now, and i hope i would be strong enough to overcome this whole * shitty ordeal... brooding over... drooling over fresh air

THE SEA!!!!!! 

me, shaun, julie, and lem at the beach!! :D 

almost forgot...chervie and fiona came too!! :D (we had a bbq for my brother Nathan, who was going off to college) 

this is my family!#$#%^ (sending off my adik kecil..the guy next to my mom).....i look so out of place kan, like not from the family HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 

this hottie is so hard to seduce....

choco with a piece of chicken in her mouth..ehehehehehehe julie, shaun my dear abang and my dad in the background...

hehehehehehe...sungguh comel.... 

this is my neighbour's puppy, (snoopy), which my parents gave...he likes coming over to see his mommy..ehheheheheeh 

my siamese mimeow cet.... 

yes i'm back i'm back... have new hard mattress...starting my dosage of proactive solution for my face going shopping for lotion tomorrow...and i got the whole of LOST season two to watch this holiday!!!! muahahahahahahahaha I MISS LYNDELLE AND VIVIAN!!!

I'M FINALLY DONE WITH AMERICAN LITERATURE, PART I!!!! now i'm gonna do laundry and go makan and then go vamoos out from this campu...once and f0r all!!!

okay, last night i was awakened by the shrieks and screams and what not of cats fighting...couldn't sleep again after that... i'm having my sacred literature exam today, haven't studied much cause i'm worried sick for my american literature which is tomorrow... can't wait to get over all these shit ~* (in a good way) okay i'm gonna go get my passport now, hope the liason officers are in today...

what am i doing????