SADDDD

:'(

booohooo...not going to phuket after all...............bad weather and they told me it's flooding over there...at the south of thailand, and some places in malaysia...sedihnya, what lah i do here this?

yes habis exam

akhirnya, habis juga exam saya

hari ini i had my fundamental reading...it was okay, i hope i'll pass the test...it was easy if i read enough...during the test, mr gerald came to me and saw my face in distraught and he thought that the test was hard, but when he saw the question: what are the 2 benefits of forming a study group, and his reaction was: My Word?!

apalah....

anyways, the holidays sudah mula for me, but there are still some of my friends who will have exams in about 6 hours from now, and yvette and yvonne are leaving for washington this month...so sad!!!! :(

i'll be going to lotus in about 10 hours and will be off to phuket in a few dayss.....can't wait lah, oklay i don't think i have anything interesting to say in today's blog....

kemalasan

hmmppmmm, so malas lah, it's only 8 pm and i'm not doing anything, i should be doing something productive, not wasting my time away........

i still have 3 more subjects to go: introduction to literature, linguistics and fundamental reading.....

and next week i'm going to phuket!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't believe it....

finals

today i only had 3 classes, but still stayed back at school for the whole day, and i still went to work...hmmmpphhh, i should be paid extra

anyways, i was thinking of what i'm going to do after this sem....i don't know where else to go study lah, and that's really bothering me because the longer i wait, the options of me going out from here would be probably almost impossible.......

was just thinking of the music school that accepted me, and how i really want to go there and study, but KL isn't my 'place' i don't think i would be able to survive there.....and if i go to avondale, i don't know but i don't feel excited about going anywhere yet, what if i just take a break for a year and go back to sabah and work, how would that be.....

probably i need a break, maybe i can go somewhere to get a year's education and come back here to mc, just to enlighten myself!!! ahhahahahahahahahaa

anyways, my first subject will be on thursday, and college grammar will be first!!! matilah, that class is so hard, and the teacher has been assuring us that it won't be that difficult, tengoklah macam nanti, memang susah tu saya tau juga!!!!!!!!

i was just thinking about jc, and our relationship, i'm currently so blur with everything..i don't know what to do larrrrrrrrrrrr

my christmas plans are set!! i'm going to phuket!!!!!!!!! ahhahaha, i know it won't be as nice as before but surely some of the beaches are worth watching.....just noticed how much pimples i have now on my chest and on my back, i was in grammar class today and i was scratching my chest, and i didn't realize i was bleeding until someone told me i got a big red spot right below my left shoulder!!! ahhahaha, saya 'tembus' hihihihihihihihihihi

oklah, i hope that exams will be over soon, and the new term will be in 3 more weeks!!!

december fades away

probably to early to say that! ahhahaha, i went out in the morning this week, twice, to go jogginG! walaupun only jog for 15 minutes then penat already, i had a great time..it was cool and windy, afraid that i'll catch a cold now...it's still early in the morning and my roommates are still sleeping, don't know when they will wake up, i'm surprised because lemuel usually wakes up very early in the morning to go online, probably he's tired today...ahhahahaha, sometimes i feel like we have to fight for the internet line, whoever bangun first will get to use the line, and reconnect and reconnect and reconnect till you can't reconnect anymore....

just yesterday ken asked me whether or not i would like to follow him down to 'somewhere' and i'mso excited about it, i know i'll go there to work but i will probably enjoy myself there...ahhahahaha, anyways, who would want to stay here on campus?! i told dr beulah that i'll work but i think i menyesal say that already...ahhahaha

tomorrow will be my first final exam, human quest 3: the individual and society, so i'll have to finish up all my homework this morning so that i can study this afternoon and tonight! yeah!!!! :D

can't wait to go back to sabah on the 1st~* ahhahahahahaha, it will be great, just hope i won't stumble into some ppl...

The end draws near....

finals are coming....

I have to quit my job at the English Library, i'm having my first finals on friday next week, and i am not done with the project for that class even! well, at least i think i'm ahead of some other people.

The piano recital was great, i was a nervous wreck before the program started...but i think it all went well.....i am proud of myself!!! ahhahaha, just have to start memorizing the pieces for next year's recital...

People are changing now, i guess when we get older, we tend to keep things to ourselves..nothing much to say about that, but it's just that sometimes it's just so damn annoying to see some of our friends making a fit or buat perangai lah.....kalau tidak suka cakap lah terus terang, ini mau berahsia rahsia lagi!

I actually enjoyed linguistics this week, it was good.

bought a new lip balm, i think my old one got lost somewhere here in MC, and i wonder who picked it up and is using it now....ewwwwwwwwwwwww groossssss