people i miss

i miss my family of course, i miss how i always argue with them, i miss how stubborn i can be around them

i miss my friends, all my friends from sass, even when they are so annoying...ehhehehe :D, i miss summer breaks, i miss my bantal busuk...i miss jc.....

i just want to go back for christmas, but i know probably it won't happen....i'll be stuck here doing nothing, wasting money and the worst thing is i'll be doing it allllllllllllllllllllllllll alllllllllllooonneeee

Music Rendezvous

ahhahahah, it was good, for the first time, i wasn't that nervous playing in front of a large was a great experience! unfortunately the string ensemble was reduced to half the size when we came into this new school year, but anyways, they did a really great job! and i deserve a pat on my back also, as deanna always says! :D

tonight there will be a piano recital by piano students here on mission college, and i'm still not sure which piece to play, i probably will play either the first or last movement of beethoven's sonata: pathetique...ehhehehe, itu pun kalau saya berani lah.......

yesterday, was a disaster, it now dawned to me that i have to jaga sikit mulut saya ini, okay, from now i will promise myself, not to say nasty things anymore! ahhahahaha, after yesterday's incident, aku sudah INSAF!!!! :D

realized that i've not been blogging for quite some time..ahhahhahaha :D
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ivonne carillo and I Posted by Picasa
Me and mr gerald, my piano teacher and the conductor of the strings ensemble Posted by Picasa
Lyndelle, jules, and me!! :D Posted by Picasa
this is how chervie plays her cello... Posted by Picasa
sedang bergaya depan cermin!! :D Posted by Picasa
Lemuel, Lyndelle, and Julie Posted by Picasa
Jay and his saxaphone! :D Posted by Picasa
Chamber choir at Chiang MAi Posted by Picasa
hem hem Posted by Picasa
Love this picture!! at the waterfall.. Posted by Picasa
Ternampak this beautiful rainbow on the way to Chiang Mai! 10 hours on the road......gillleerrrr... Posted by Picasa
Loy Krathong Beauties, Winner in the middle, 1st runner up is in white and the girl in red is the 2nd runner up Posted by Picasa
cake! Posted by Picasa

Chiang Mai

YES!!!! I'm gonna have a break this weekend! looking forward to it! sooooooooooo looking forward to shopping again....!!!!! last night we had tina's bday party, and for the first time since last summer! we had a glamour photo shoot with the Beauty contestants for the Loy Krathong Beauty contest!!! :D

ahhahahahaha, Pappu was great taking the pictures!!!! and I edited!!!! :D
Shannon, Biology Posted by Picasa
Soda, Nursing Posted by Picasa
Yvette!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D Posted by Picasa
Pornsawan, Library Posted by Picasa
Hanna, ESL Posted by Picasa
Nattamon, English Posted by Picasa
Sara, Ed & Pscy Posted by Picasa
Sudathip, Business (Thai program) Posted by Picasa
Kitty, taken by pappu, edited by saya!! :D Posted by Picasa

fuck life

life is a journey..yeah totally true...

everything was okay until a few weeks ago, questions popped out, the most i got this past few months were: are u gay? oh my, how serious can that be...well, i'm handling those rumours pretty well right now, but i haven't the slightest idea on how long i could bare with these insults, i feel like going up to 'some guy' and punch him real hard in the stomach, i'm just so pissed off with some ppl right now, hmmpphhhmmmm hate this place so much! :(

i think i'm better off not talking to some particular ppl right now.....and probably lessen me going out from my room! :( life sux, and if u were in my place u would really understand why life isn't great for some ppl like me!

this is something i picked up this week, which i shall remember: people say put the past behind, hahahaha, yeah yeah be sure to forget it, well, unfortunately for me! the past still haunts me! hahahahaha, exciting huh..... life is so unfair, probably better off in some local school in malaysia, or even in sabah! starting to dislike the ppl here......
me and joy and my piano teacher's house Posted by Picasa