survey

i am quite confused now....i don't know what to do....i'm going down to the school saloon to have my hair trimmed and i am going to have some highlights!

okay, i want to ask everyone who comes to read my blog.....
QUESTION: how would you react if your 'best friend' found out about your email password?

thanks for the help!

friday!

i went to class today, expecting something interesting to happen, well, it was the same! for the destiny class today, we discussed about how islam, buddhist, and hindus view self! it was boring, as usual! then i had this one hour break..went to the cafeteria and i got this dish of fried noodles that tasted like rubber band! that sucked so much, so i ate health food! whole wheat bread! or whatever they call it and also a cup of soya bean milk! after that, i had to go back to the room...just to take a shit! i didn't have anything better to do, so i walked all the way back to the room to use the toilet! then i went for english, and today i was praised to be able to construct good analogies! ahhahaha, i did another one today, just for mark, still doubting whether i should post it here, i think i got these good thinking for analogies because i imagined too much when i was in high school..constructing stupid sentences for high school essays! about the Cs and Vs last time, i shall expose the secret behind those two mysterious alphabets, to lisa, kim and shaun, C is for cambodian and V is for vietnamese! ahhahahahahahahahaha

we did group discussion for english today, and one of the topics discussed was why do americans get married later in life, my answer was: orang putih belum mau kahwin unless they think they have had enough sex in their single life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wakkakakakakaka, to my americano frens...maafkan daku! but that was in my head the whole period! i know i can be really sick sometimes! ahhahahahaha...otak kuning they say!

after work, i went to work in the english department! yes, i'm working, taking care of the library, doing corrections and some other stuff...macam tu sexytary! so today, i finally printed out the poster for the english debate! something was wrong with the damn printer! had to call mr montree (the weird computer guy) to fix it for me! yuck! and i overheard that to change the cartridge of the printer costed 600 baht! punya mahal that! and while waiting, mr allan phillips, my debate instructor met me, and he was wondering whether i did understand what he was trying to tell me because i was soooooooooooo silent the whole time, i didn't want to say anything for it would encourage him to say more! he TALKS toooo much!!!!!!! after that, i sadly went to the cafeteria, and was quite happy again to finally see some people i know eating! (i sually eat alone on fridays) and i ate fruit salad.....everything was yucky! i'm getting sick of the food here already! on my way back, i met ivonne, and i totally lupa to give her the movie she wanted, and i kept apologizing....saying it was my fault...blablablablabla...then i went back to sleep with my room mate~*

went to vesper half an hour late because i had some glitches again........fuck the attendance 'shits' came back to cook, and found rat shit in the beras! so yucky! and i sakit perut right after the first 'feeding' so shitty! didn't enjoy dinner! but still i enjoyed my day!!!!!!!!!! despite the ups and downs......want to know more of my version of ups and downs?????? =p

bufo

i had bio lab today, it was fun, drawing animals and stuff like that, the lab had us draw a dead cat!!!!!!!!! so kesian, seriously, i almost cried when i saw the cat! white cat lagi tu!!!!!!

i have this serious problem, sometimes i just can't shuttup, you know, i have this really crappy mouth sometimes! i hate it sooooooooooo much!!!! i have several problems now, first is i am NOT close to finishing any reading reports! i'm so LAZY and CONFUSED! besides a slight glitch on my computer, i hope i'll be able to fix it up soon. and i think i have been crapping around here..

lots of negativity in me now.....but despite of that! i'm going down to osoko tonight...hopefully! then i'll go a full blow market shopping!!!!! yeah!!!! TAMU ROCKS! =P

p/s i'll edit this post tomorrow....don't want some lines to be read by others!

ARGHHHHHHHHHH

i don't like mid terms! who would enjoy exams anyway? =p malas me, i have this whole bunch of reports to hand up and i haven't completed any yet! what's got into me! shitttttt! i don't like this, i'm sooooooooo lazy this semester! i don't know why! so hot today! sudahlah panas, ada lagi orang bikin panas..silaka betul, when lah aku can live one 'calm' day! i don't like it!!!!!!!! oklah, enough with this negativity, i watched three movies today, along came polly, white castle, and scary movie 2! ahhahahahaha, yes i don't have anything to do, i can't get myself together to finish up my reports, that's why i opted for movies! wakkakakakakakaka! oklah, the pictures i posted today was from aseneta and dr roy's wedding, went there to play one song...and also the valentine's day party which was after the wedding!
me and ivonne Posted by Hello
me and tina during aseneta & dr. roy's wedding Posted by Hello
me and the guys Posted by Hello
:( Posted by Hello

i'll be seeing you

i'll be seeing you, that's the song title shaun gave me when i was chatting with him at 2 am my time! ahhahahahahaha... today in ethical models, everything was fine i guess, i was half paying attention again! didn't really quite get what ms sonya was trying to teach us, and i finally found out what utilitarianism meant! good for me! midterm is next week, and i'm happy because we won't have any test on ethical models!

this wednesday, there would be a holiday! some buddhist holiday!

had a major disagreement with someone this week, and i am getting sick of some people here, i don't know why! they are just older than me but macam budak budak saja! hmmm...malas me sometimes! bikin pening kepala only!!!!!!!!!

toto bears

another week has just limpas! ahhahahaha, i'm closer to the end of the semester already! you know, this week has been really great, no practises, no playing in church! so happy!!!!!! =p

tapi pada minggu ini, banyak telah berlaku! i don't know why, tapi macam saya rasa tidak selesa berada di pangkuan beberapa orang! they are just sooooooooooooooooooooo abnormal! i don't like lah! but i don't know what to do......

bought a new 'drying' rack for the plates! now at least the plates in the bathroom are in order! ehhehehehehehe, nothing else to write lah! didn't chat with anyone in particular this week....got a hair spray for my hair, went and check my weight yesterday and i found out that i am back to 47 kilos! ahhahahahaha, sungguh gembira! having headache right now, and i have the very strong urge to go down to BKK to waste all my money!!!!

public announcement

i want to make this public...since i've been waiting for a few minutes for the pictures to upload from hell but it seems liks it's taking forever to do it......

from daron
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO JECCY!
to jeccy

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO JECCY!!!!!!!!!!! Posted by Hello
looking at myself Posted by Hello
singing!!!!!!!!!!!!! Posted by Hello
lying down on the couch Posted by Hello
hehehehehehehe, i look old Posted by Hello
me and my 'mask' at the AIDS Hospice Posted by Hello
ervin took this picture of me taking lem's picture with that amazing sculpture... Posted by Hello
me and ivonne at the AIDS Hospice Posted by Hello
a guy, me and another guy...lem is sitting next to the hatless guy, wanted to sit next to lem but besalah kalau famous kan, orang asing pun mau duduk dekat saya....hehehehehe ;p Posted by Hello
me and lemuel! Posted by Hello
jafry, me, charmaine, and deanna Posted by Hello

saturday

yeah!!!!!!!!! at last, i don't have to go for practices anymore at night! hehehehehehehe, today we did the play, and it was fine, nothing extraordinary about it! played the piano, as usual, and i sang one song (with the choir of course). in the afternoon, ervin brought me and lemuel to the AIDS hospice, and we were there till 4.30 in the afternoon, so kesian those people in the AIDS hospice. people who are admitted to that place akan mati eventually.......

anyways, in church today, i didn't really like the part where i played the Lord's Prayer, the guy praying was supposed to end the prayer in the middle of the song, but he continued praying till the end, and me (piano) and chervie (cello) had to play softly. hmmmm...sometimes bikin gerigitan betul if you already kasi explain berabis to the person but the person still no paham paham!!!!!!!!!!!!!! macam tulah perasaan saya tadi! silaka betul, bikin spoil lagu!!!!!!! (*_*)

here i am....

just finished practise just now...so tireddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't know what to write. friends are over here in my room! cooking chicken soup, that's what i'm doing! valentine's is coming, as well as my very good friend's birthday, lisa!!!!!!!!!!!!! will write more later, tomorrow maybe, after church, then i'll have lots of pictures to post!
in the bus after playing for the education promotion Posted by Hello

fugue

my life is like a fugue....a subject comes after another......just like assignments, projects, and other stuff! i just hope this will all end soon, i can't stand it any longer! and i have a really serious problem with myself, i seem to be blowing up on everyone! i really have to control and relaks........

MSNing

hehehehehe, atas sebab sebab tertentu saya telah mendelete apa yang tertulis di sini....kepada mereka yang tidak terlihat apa yang tertulis terlebih dahulu! maafkan aku.......
yeah yeah! sports day Posted by Hello
a very naked (under the blanket) picture of me... Posted by Hello

shutter

silaka betul! i menyesal watch the horor movie! until almost 3 am! ahhahahaha, it was a thai horror movie and it was good! ehhehehehehe! i think i won't want to watch horror movies anymore for the next few months! today is wednesday and i realize how late i am in donig my projects and assignments! this is sooooooooooo not happening!

to shaun, my dear brother

Happy Birthday!

chatted with adsone last night, and he told me to go online tonight lagi! hmmm....i'll see whether i could make it because i have this practise!

3 misfortunes on shaun's birthday...
(A) Cut my finger while working
(B) Finger tergapit while closing window
(C) Stomach discomfort the whole day kerana i ate too much lada....

today i did.....

festival of faith starts today, and today i will have my first piano lesson after several months of not taking lessons! hehehehehe, yesterday we went to bangkok to perform! the keyboard was so nice, i think it was quite expensive, but it was already tua and some of the keys were not functioning! and guess what, for the first time, we were paid to go down to bangkok to perform! if i'm paid to play for people i don't mind playing every week!

hhhhmmmm...........tambah gila already this now, i don't think i would ever understand my friend, which in this blog i'll name A. everyday, there would be constant disagreements! =(
tidak suka lah like that......here's how i feel, A talks about me (a negative statement....maybe) and that negative statement comes back at me, that means someone told me about it. just don't like that feeling! now i know what adsone said before, what goes around comes around! that is very true....life is full of shit. we are full of shit, because we are always running to the 'throne' getting rid of the shitty stuff in ourselves..........blahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! this is fuckingly confusing.....

another weekend

hmm, the week has finally come to an end! yesterday was the longest day in my week! thursday, i used to like them but i don't anymore! i had classes until 6pm and i had practise till about 8.30 pm! shitty......(-_-)........

Mae is going to sing in church tomorrow! yeah yeah! and i'm going down to bangkok tomorrow for the mission college promotion! there's this promotion sekolah sekolah in thailand and mission college mestilah join! and guess who they hantar to jadi wakil? americanoes~* apalah yang hebat pasal dorang tu?!?! bukan aku cemburu, tapi of all people why americans lah ah? i heard some of the schools here ada american jalan jalan sini sana just to impress the thais over here! silaka betul some people oh, would go to that extent......

anyway, i will have one more class after this which is college writing skills then i'll have to go and work after that! i don't expect to do anything in the office like yesterday afternoon, so i think i'll do some reading or even complete my homework! i am getting a grip of myself already! have to change my temper, which is very unstable! (*O*) hehehehehehehehe, oklah, i have to buy credit again to call jeccy this weekend, and i hope my students will pay me on monday so that i can call shaun and lisa on their birthdays, and probably call kim also and giggle with her on the phone! cis budak-budak...........

ethical models

damn ethical models! i had a test on it today! i didn't know anything! silaka betul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think i only could answer like 5 questions! and the rest i tak tau apa apa pun! silaka benar!!!!!!!!!! hmmm...called kim and lisa last night! sungguh happy lah, wanted to call my brother also but habis credit...i called kim and we were giggling saja macam orang gila! lain kali lagi lah saya call dorang, and i rasa amat bersalah because i gave deanna lisa's old number....hmmmmmmmmm :(

paling comel

hehehehehe, don't know why i wrote that title of mine, anyway, i had a long day today, wasted a couple of hours sleeping...now i menyesal because i didn't even do my homework, which is due tomorrow! matilah me this.....tomorrow the english department would be having the favorite poetry night, which will be in the amphitheater....i don't know which one, but i know i'm in charge of the power point presentation and a short video clip about keeping the sabbath by emily dickinson (her poems were one of those we had to learn in form five i think) i won't have practise with the choir until friday, i'm so happy about it! my brother's birthday is next week, so is jeccy's and lisa's and some other friends of mine.....

talked to mr gerald today about piano lessons, don't know if i can cope......


please forgive my friend steve, we were just too happy to be in front of the camera... Posted by Hello
i look so sad lah..... Posted by Hello
julie, me, and feli Posted by Hello
lem, oscar, steve, ervin in the elevator at the science building, we ambil air because no water to drink at the dorm Posted by Hello
steve, juji, roy, ervin, mark Posted by Hello