THE SEA!!!!!! Posted by Picasa
me, shaun, julie, and lem at the beach!! :D Posted by Picasa
almost forgot...chervie and fiona came too!! :D (we had a bbq for my brother Nathan, who was going off to college) Posted by Picasa
this is my family!#$#%^ (sending off my adik kecil..the guy next to my mom).....i look so out of place kan, like not from the family HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Posted by Picasa
this hottie is so hard to seduce.... Posted by Picasa
choco with a piece of chicken in her mouth..ehehehehehehe

julie, shaun my dear abang and my dad in the background... Posted by Picasa
hehehehehehe...sungguh comel.... Posted by Picasa
this is my neighbour's puppy, (snoopy), which my parents gave...he likes coming over to see his mommy..ehheheheheeh Posted by Picasa
my siamese mimeow cet.... Posted by Picasa

i'm back

yes i'm back i'm back...

have new hard mattress...starting my dosage of proactive solution for my face
going shopping for lotion tomorrow...and i got the whole of LOST season two to watch this holiday!!!! muahahahahahahahaha

I MISS LYNDELLE AND VIVIAN!!!

yays!!!

I'M FINALLY DONE WITH AMERICAN LITERATURE, PART I!!!!

now i'm gonna do laundry and go makan and then go vamoos out from this campu...once and f0r all!!!

Finals once more

okay, last night i was awakened by the shrieks and screams and what not of cats fighting...couldn't sleep again after that...

i'm having my sacred literature exam today, haven't studied much cause i'm worried sick for my american literature which is tomorrow... can't wait to get over all these shit~* (in a good way)

okay i'm gonna go get my passport now, hope the liason officers are in today...
what am i doing???? Posted by Picasa
for once, vivian looks almost hot..... Posted by Picasa
a blonde and an asian stalker..... Posted by Picasa
aiyhooooo...what's with the normal look???

the look Posted by Picasa

title-less

thanks goodness we don't have to do harriet stowe and margeret fuller for class... at least i won't have to be drenching my fats out reading their works this week...ehhehehehehehehehehehehe

the wind is so pleasant!!

sepasang sayap tak terlihat
umpama mimpi
yang tersimpan
jadi rintik
rintik hujan
menciptakan
awan yang terpilu

drooling over my bed, and the days spent in sabah!!!
brooding over the fact that i'm leaving my friends here in MC for the hols...


sakit leher, sakit kepala......

haiyooooooo...last night, i only slept at 4 AM
cannot like this one....i die
my room mate was talking on the phone, and was doing his research paper at the same time.....i tossed and trashed and moaned on the bed but he just couldn't get the message....all he heard was the crickets making noise out in the dark....i really want to have a good night sleep tonight, i haven't been getting much of a good sleep for hte past month, and i've long forgotten how it feels to be fully rejuvenated after a SLEEP.....

Drooling for a good night's rest....
Brooding over my room mate....

What's Left of Me, Nick Lachey

Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

Yeah...

[Chorus]
Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Driving underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place ive never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man i thought i would be:
But you can have what's left of me

I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You give me a reason for standing still

[Chorus]

It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's all in my head

Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again

[Chorus]

I've been dying inside you see
Im going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
as the school year draws to an end, we start to see things we've never noticed before...i now see how ignorance complicates one's life, not only the self is put into chaos, but also the people around you...people say that the self decides for the self...but shouldn't we be aware that that decision affects the people around us as well...we can opt to not caring at all how people perceive that decision, but at a certain point, realization as to what we have done will come, and hopefully at that instant, we would value slash consider what others have to say...we're not living this life alone, although some may think that solitude is the best, but we are living in the midst of nature, as well as people who actually care for us...i have a friend, who doesn't seem to be getting enough of messing other's life, as well as the self's, and it's just so depressing to see how that person is confusing everybody around

brooding over confused people (including myself, and my American Literature research paper)
drooling over the days i'm gonna spend at home :D

oww my goodness, i'm so sleepy now.....just thought of making this....


Ashlee Simpson - Pee pees Lyrics

You can dress me up totoques
You can dress me up in dirt
You can throw me like a sampah
I like it better when it hurts
Oh, I have waited here for you
I have waited
You make me wanna pee pees
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I pee you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
pee pees everywhere, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna pee
You can meet me on an aero-plane
Or in the back of the bus
You can throw me like a urinal
I'll come back and pee you up
Oh, I have waited here for you
Dont, keep me waiting
You make me wanna pee pees
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I pee you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the pee up, I want more

...

You make me wanna pee
I feel constipated with you
I can be myself tonight
It's alright, with you
Cuz you hold, my thighs tight
You do, You do
You make me wanna pee pees, pee pees, pee pees, pee pees,
You make me wana pee pees, pee pees,
You make me wanna pee pees,
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the pee up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna pee pees
in the kitchen on the floor
I'll be a french maid
When I meet you at the door
I'm like an alley cat
Drink the pee up, I want more
You make me wanna
You make me wanna scream
for more pee pees
Malaysia Trip, during Song Kran Posted by Picasa
sedang kebosanan in the church.... Posted by Picasa

a long weekend

yeah, i hope i'll love this weekend....i think i'm gonna spend one of these days, just sitting around in the room, doing nothing, taking long naps, which are much needed, but apakah daya, i still have to go to class on sunday to watch 2 movies, sleepy hollow and the scarlet letter...

can't wait for summer to end, all i'm thinking now is getting out of this shithole, going back to my home, see my parents, my brothers, and miss my friends over here so that when i come back, there would be a whole new spark going on......


This is how our camp looked like... I'm not quite sure whether I ever blogged about Kem Tanaki Tambunan or not. Anyways, this was my very first time out of the comfort of my home, my mom's cooking, my bed, my cats and all my friends...out of the 350++ trainees there, I only knew one, there were also others that I knew, but we were not on close...ahhahaha, whateverlah...anyways, (the bottom pict) the tents are where we spent the spare hours, drink, smoke, gamble...the concrete stuctures are the toilets...my tent can't be seen, it's on the other side near the padi fields...ehhehehehehehehehehehe (the top pict) that's the cafeteria, where all of us have 6 meals a day... we usually have to really get there early because usually the last ones who lined up would get the sisa sisa makanan.....the leftovers/scrap, yeah so here's where I got to like teh tarik, and got to taste black coffee, squid, prawn/shrimp, and crab....not forgetting hair and also wood fragments...
i lost one uniform, a lot of clothes pegs, and my sanity! :p

*Simple, Devoted and True
cause this world, can be a heavy load
that my soul just can't bear

....that's how i feel right now

brooding over some 'friends' and American Literature
miss and drooling~* over those days.... Posted by Picasa