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life is a journey..yeah totally true...

everything was okay until a few weeks ago, questions popped out, the most i got this past few months were: are u gay? oh my, how serious can that be...well, i'm handling those rumours pretty well right now, but i haven't the slightest idea on how long i could bare with these insults, i feel like going up to 'some guy' and punch him real hard in the stomach, i'm just so pissed off with some ppl right now, hmmpphhhmmmm hate this place so much! :(

i think i'm better off not talking to some particular ppl right now.....and probably lessen me going out from my room! :( life sux, and if u were in my place u would really understand why life isn't great for some ppl like me!

this is something i picked up this week, which i shall remember: people say put the past behind, hahahaha, yeah yeah be sure to forget it, well, unfortunately for me! the past still haunts me! hahahahaha, exciting huh..... life is so unfair, probably better off in some local school in malaysia, or even in sabah! starting to dislike the ppl here......

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Hobbit Wife said…
hi dar, i wish i can help you punch dat guy!!! well, life's like this la...always not fair and i hate it a million!!! Dun worry so much...you still have lotsa friends around...come to bangkok if you're not happy!!

cheers!!
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